A huge reason for my absence from blogging? Stupid Time Warner cable.... I swear, they are ridiculous. Our internet will go out for like a week at a time, no one comes when they schedule appointments, and it's always just quick fixes. Like I'm terrified that as I'm writing this it will go out and be gone forever. ANYWAYS, excuses excuses.
02 November 2008
I am constantly exhausted. I feel like I'm playing a never-ending game of Catch Up and failing miserably. I don't think I'm failing at my job or anything, but it's just like things are never finished and I can never just relax without thinking about school (work) or school (grad school). I hate doing stupid grad school stuff when I really need to be lesson planning or getting things ready for the next day. It's very frustrating, esp. when everything you're doing in those grad school classes are a waste of time or not even applicable to what you need to know.
Work is going pretty well, all things considered. I feel really lucky to have the co-workers that I do. It's really easy to collaborate with people and get ideas and things from them. It's also nice to have a group of teachers who have sort of taken me under their wings... I'm like the baby of the group. It's still strange to me that I have friends who are 30 who I go out with and stuff. Strange but very normal all at the same time. Having these friends at school are great, because it gets you things you need, like SMARTBOARDS! I'm getting one on Monday... and I'm very excited because I think it will be great for my kids and hopefully I'll be able to do a lot with it.
Halloween was a great day in school. A teacher planned this huge Halloween party at our school for the autistic and multiple handicapped students. Only 1 of my students brought in a costume, but luckily the drama teacher had a few extra costumes so we got my kids all dressed up, and they looked amazing! I wish I could post pictures of them on my blog... family, you'll get pics in an email. They had so much fun and it was just great to see them having such a great time and just being kids. A lot of our students don't go trick-or-treating at home, so it's great to be able to do that for them in school.
I also fell in love with a kindergarten student in one of my friend's classes. He's the most difficult one, but I love him. I hadn't really interacted with him before Friday (honestly I was scared after hearing the stories...), but on Friday I let him come sit on my lap and he wouldn't get off. He took my arms and put them around him so tight and just laid back and was so content. It was so cute, yet so sad. His teacher said that he likes the embrace so much because she doesn't think that he feels that at home. Sad sad... maybe I'll have him next year (if I don't keep my kids for the next year).
I swear I'll start writing more. That's my November goal. That and to get myself organized. If you know me at all, you know organization is my weak spot, so I must work on that. Have a great weekend, everyone!
As told by Miss Adventurous at 12:46 AM